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    July 19

    借用小诗一首

    今天在XYHarrison那看见了他在半年前作的诗,感觉真的就是我现在心情的写照。
     
    头发 凌乱的长长
    思念 整天让我发狂
     
    剪刀 修不出什么形状
    房间 乱得象战场
     
    酒精 麻醉不了可怜的欲望
    烟草 驱散不了缭绕的悲伤
    告诉自己 我们生来孤独
     
    但我总是想 爱情 躲在什么地方?
    但我还是想 未来 你在什么地方?
     
    要多孤独 怎么孤独 才可以走出迷茫?
    要怎么想 还要怎么想 才可以不悲伤?
     
    整天的思考 能掩盖多少无助的彷徨
    我很想知道 哪里才是 最初的梦想
     
    来到美国20天,把我一年的泪水都哭出来了。从来没有想过出国的生活会像这样,从来没有像现在一样迷茫的看不到未来。妈妈说,这是你人生一个非常大的转变,你需要适应的过程。我相信。我相信一切慢慢会好起来,但我不知道会是在多远的未来。以前我从不为做过的事后悔,因为既然是自己选择的就要自己承担。同样的,我不会再在深夜问自己,这次的选择到底对不对。我要坚强的面对,因为已经不能回头。
    July 17

    Far away from home :-(

    I'm loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so....
    I hope to find a little peace of mind and I just want to know.
    And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
    Where is home on the milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.
    In my dreams I am not so far away from home,
    What am I in a world so far away from home,
    All my life all the time so far away from home, Without you I will be so far away from home.
    If we could make it through the darkest Night we'd have a brighter day.
    the world I see beyond your pretty eyes, makes me want to stay.
    And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and
    I count on you, no matter what they say, cause love can find its time.
     I hope to be a part of you again, baby let us shine.
    Without you I will be so far away from home....